The road to death

Is too soon to say goodbye...


    Today was the 8th day of my quarantine after having close contact with the covid patient. These days hiding in the room or the house was too bored and meaningless. Every step of mine has to be extra careful and every day has to sanitize the room and the house. The covid patient is one of the closest friend of mine. We slept together for more than a month. When I were about to shift back to my home, she was diagnosed. So unfortunately her whole family was diagnosed positive. Her father was unconscious since the day entered hospital, and he was never awakes anymore. Her mother was sent to the hospital two days later due to difficulty breathing and is currently yet to be released. 


    A lot of times the two weeks time was just a short period of time when you are busying with daily routine. In comparison to these days being lock down at home, time flies really slow. However, the number of covid cases are tremendously increasing day by day, time flies are no longer matter. I believe Malaysian are expecting the day off from virus and back to normal lifestyles. Erm, but not all Malaysian are thinking that way, the leader of the country participated in prayers together with 300 muslims. The number of cases strikes up again. Shame, is really a shame of Malaysia when leaders doesn't work like a leader. He is putting human lives at risk and at the same torturing human in the country. Frankly, I am quite refuse to discuss about politic because it is never a hope.


    Anyhow I still made my day special. I ordered my favourite croissant and tried Ethiopia coffee that was delivered from Singapore. Although haven't got enough sleep, I felt happy and energetic now to work later! If you are reading this, I hope you are able to brace up your day no matter what happens. Whenever there is a will, there is a way, things will come to the end and surprise you again. Good day! =)

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