Borken glass day 6

 "Sometimes you need to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve. "

   I've been emphasizing emotions are the most important signal in humans' body. Emotions lead to reactions, it should be the most important criteria to understand a person. Due to this mindset, I think so I've been living under my own emotions for some time until I reacted wrongly. Sometimes I questioned: " Why is this person don't understand people's feelings ah?" But actually how important is your feeling? You should not act because of your feeling, act because of own sensible instead. During the time with you, I was even manja...

    During these years, I did not control my behavior as a person, or even a soon-to-be psychologist, because I believe I got you. Your pamper is my everything, letting me behave in the way I prefer. Erm.... that's not the true story actually. You dislike how I acted, how I behave, but I could not control myself anyway. All these whiles I just remembered how I feel, how important is my feeling compare to others. I forgot what I deserve, specifically "respects". Who is gonna respect you when you are rude?

    When you acted out with your emotions, how would your decision be sensible? You may lost your control causing yourself to speak out rude words, being drunk, and most importantly, be silly. I drunken in front of my cousins and colleagues. These were the most regretful behavior in my life. I look extremely silly which I did not notice. It is not fun to be carried into the car or the bed, it is not fun to feel nauseous and dizzy on the next day, and it is dangerous to reach home at five in the morning. Where the hell is your image? All and all was just because of feeling sad and emotional. 

    Now, I appreciate all the lessons in life. I will surely be a better person now and future. Using my knowledge and understanding to solve problems and help more people in the world. Respect is gain, not earn. I do, you do. Good night.